christmas...... the festive season

Sending warm wishes for a Happy New Year to everyone. As we reflect on the holiday season, this Christmas was particularly challenging for us. It marked six months since we said goodbye to our beloved daughter, Sophie. Christmas was always a time of immense joy and excitement for her – family gatherings, parties with friends, and the anticipation of the New Year.

This year, we faced the daunting task of celebrating Christmas without her for the first time. Sophie's absence was deeply felt, as she was the heart and soul of our festive celebrations. Her infectious enthusiasm and happiness during this time of the year made everything more magical.

On Christmas day, we made the decision to attend church, the same place where we bid farewell to Sophie a few months earlier. It was a poignant choice, as we used to go every year with both our children. Additionally, all funds collected during the service were dedicated to our chosen charity - Young Minds.

Charles wore his green tie, a poignant reminder of the one he wore at Sophie's funeral, while I opted for the green shoes and Sophie's cherished Burberry scarf – an accessory she was never seen without. Being in that church again proved to be much more challenging than anticipated. I couldn't hold back the tears, especially when the congregation stood to sing. The familiar hymns that should have brought joy instead triggered memories of the funeral service, breaking me emotionally.

Despite being surrounded by my husband and friends, sitting at the end of the row, I've never felt more alone. The holiday season has been a journey of mixed emotions, blending the cherished memories of Sophie with the pain of her absence. Here's to hoping the New Year brings healing, strength, and a renewed sense of togetherness. #NewBeginnings #MemoriesOfSophie